The One About Solitude

I no longer feel the excitement and belongingness. I no longer have the strength to fully understand or comprehend what is happening around me.
I can not seem to separate myself from myself. I have lost all sense of faith and hope.
This is not something that they have done but of what I had.

This is one of those moments where I feel the need to be preoccupied.
This is one of those abrupt pauses in my life where I have to stop and reflect and worry about the world I live in.
The halt hinders me from moving on forward. I’m losing balance.
I suddenly feel so out of it.I didn’t connect with people. I merely

I can not bring myself to tell anyone of this for I fear judgment and criticism.
For I know well deep inside what is to become of their words.
And this awareness deeply saddens me. For I know that in spiritual guidance alone can I find self-content.